Cravings in my life..

2010-10-08T19:06:00.005+08:00

Finally, i'm here updating my blog.

my blog seems rusty and old alr.

We went there with 2 luggage, back with 6.

hahahahha that's alot.

the six luggages on top are ours.

and yes of course, we can't possibly be able to carry all these luggages with only three of us. so, this is the person who helped us to bring the luggages to the custom. but of course, it's not FOC.

2010-04-19T00:10:00.002+08:00

7 weeks of internship ended in a blink of an eye.
yes, really fast.

School's starting like tomorrow.
yes, how i wish i have a week off before school starts. :(

2009-10-27T14:59:00.010+08:00

lovely dining plus movie with Ruiling, Karmin and Liuying last wednesday.

sad. cos Shuxian cant make it.

yes, we dine @ ICHIBAN again. hahaha

i think it became our "compulsory" meet up place already.

School was okay, but still tiring. but i guess i just get use to this after 1 and half years.

no longer that afraid of projects.

Now i think Dhoby Ghaut exchange would eventually be my second home.

anyway, have been thinking so much till sometimes i just cant put myself to sleep.

tossing and turning in bed. because of school works and possibly other stuffs too.

it seems like we are fading away. i thought we were so close but now.. i don't know. :(

okay, this is just a short update (:

2009-10-06T17:38:00.004+08:00

Firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MUMMY!

(5THOCT2009)

yes. i've deleted the previous posts.Everything will be resolved when time goes by.. so i think that what i should do.

so here's CHIANG MAI TRIP!

i'm just too lazy to upload the photos.

so i guess please just refer to my facebook (:

It's been lots of fun in my 5 days trip to chiang mai with my dearest sister and mummy!

so before that, we planned where to go and how to get there so we wouldn't get lost over there.

We went to

A natural park tour with elephant show, riding of elephant, bamboo rafting and and... i forgot.
the night markets like Viang ping, Warorot, Sunday market, Ton Lamyai etc....
the famous temples like Wat Mahawan, Wat Chiang man, Wat phra sing, Wat Chedi Luang, Wat Phra that doi suthep.
one of the museum which called the National Art museum.

oh oh! We took their transport which called tuk tuk, song thew...cute transport they have! and super cheap fares too!

AND AND.. I love their thai ice milk tea... lovely!

Holiday is going to be over in about two weeks time.

Then again, i haven't touch any of my journals or dossier. kill me please.

oh, and i'm going to melaka in about one week time!

anw, i've been missing all my beloved friends out there. :(

take care my friends. (:

2009-09-17T16:45:00.002+08:00

surprised to receive a call from ly. really thanks to her

and i wanna thank karmin, and ruiling too.

don't worry, i'm fine (:

not forgetting bishan too (:

2009-08-19T17:19:00.000+08:00

gosh.. haven been sleeping much these few days.
burning midnight oil till 5 plus 6 in the morning for dunno how many days makes me feel so listless.
i feel that i cant go on anymore..but what can i do ?
i will just have to keep myself alive for few days more, so i could enjoy my life after that.
counting down... 3 days.
i doubt i could finish everything for this project.
okay, i think i gotta go back to work now.
bye.

2009-08-02T01:00:00.015+08:00

hahaha. yes. i'm going to update my blog. hahah
yes. finally.
anyway, had been busy with my schoolwork these days. everyday.

uploaded some pics on the recent happenings

for the current projects i'm on with, i can say... i don't have any urge/mood to do the final project. I don't know why.. it seems to be the worse feeling i've got compared to all the other projects i've been through. totally no mood doing.
Probably because of the late submission for T2a or wad..but i doubt so.
i guess is just like because everyone have their low peak.. i guess it's mine now.
but no matter wad, i still have to do it. no point complaining how bad it is.

anyway,
i have been missing alot of my friends.
i have been thinking how lucky small kid is. cos they don't have to do any projects and they look like they have no worries at all.
i have been thinking why can't time go faster, let holiday come faster if not go slower, let me have 48 hours a day so i have enough time for my project.
i have been wishing for a holiday, travelling out of Singapore.
I have been waiting for the Melaka trip with DID.
i have been somehow addicted to facebook. hah
i have been thinking of my future. what can i do after i graduate.
i have been thinking of someone.
i have been thinking why am i feeling so sleepy all the time.
i have been thinking why am i trying so hard and yet learnt nothing.
i have been feeling that i'm quite lucky to get a part time job for my coming holiday before i searched for it.
okay, i'm writing things that are totally random. hahahaha

bye.
guess it will be super duper long before my next update. haha

2009-07-09T16:58:00.002+08:00

submission for T2a finally end.
gosh.. dint catch a wink the whole of last night... and not sleeping much the last few days.
felt so shag.. headache and stomachache..
=/
and i still have two gems project which due tmr.. and i've yet to do any because of the DS project.
i doubt i can sleep much today either..
:(
i really had many sleepless night when sch starts..

2009-07-08T02:34:00.004+08:00

arghh.. stucked!
it's late now.. 2 plus in the morning.
and i'm still here mugging.
gosh..
and i'm stucked!
i'm running out of ideas.
Submission on thursday.. i'm wondering if i can get it done by thursday.
i hope so.
way more to go before i'm done.
i'm tired.

2009-06-24T11:07:00.001+08:00

i'm kinda looking forward to sch reopens now.
maybe sometimes sch reopens is actually better, at least i wont sit down doing nothing and think too much...
though i have lots of hmwk to rush on... lots...

was feeling rather down..... just down... :(
not in a good mood -
worrying about many many things.
guess this is why i'm getting insomnia these days.. :(

bye.

2009-06-24T02:16:00.002+08:00

2009-06-19T12:58:00.002+08:00

Sis is coming back home today today today!

miss her so much... oh and the clothes too.. hahahha

blur mummy make a mistake and thought it was yesterday...

but luckily after checking the flight schedule.. it's today. hahaha

2009-06-12T22:16:00.003+08:00

Holidays ain't that good..

at least not this one.

Tons of homeworks to complete.

Terrible hot weather - don't feel like stepping out of my house cos i might get heat stroke.

Drilling sound every single afternoon because of the renovation of lift just outside my house.

Can't go overseas due to H1N1 (that's what mum said)

but you know what... SIS IS GOING TAIWAN TOMORROW!

Big sis has gone taiwan like during May... now second sis is going

gosh... when is my turn?!

oh, and i'm thinking of buying a digi cam..

still thinking..

i miss my friends :(

2009-06-04T01:03:00.003+08:00

Critique wasn't as bad as i thought it will be.
Afterall, it's actually quite fine and i'm so lucky that there's only 4 lecturers who came today instead 8.
They seems a lil more lenient today(:
Though i was being said that my models doesn't really looks like my drawings. cos it's incomplete.
but their words wasn't that straightforward as they were in day 1 and 2(that's what i feel lah) I guess i'm kinda lucky to get the third day. haha
and i do agree with whatever they say.. so guess what i have to do now is to... improve improve and improve! (:

2 more days to my lovely holidays!
i've waited so so long for it to come...hahaha
i can finally sleep well without worrying for crit or submissions..

2009-06-02T23:29:00.004+08:00

Critique tmr. gosh.. why must we be going through sucha cruel thing? why why why ?

And I'm being so prepared to be shoot or criticised for my horrible model. Rather disappointed for my incomplete model. sigh.. life still have to continue, i'll just have to face the fact that i will have to go through the most cruel critique tmr. 8 lecturers... 8 mouth... 8 brains... against me..

Hope i wouldn't be shoot till death tmr..

and pray hard that the lecturers will be in really really good mood and be at least a lil lenient to me. but i doubt so. cos this is critique.. cruel and scary, horrible yet they said the truth.

maybe critique wasn't that bad, at least we know where we are wrong...

but i still hate critique!gosh...cos I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY!

i feel so lousy after this term project.. goshhhh:(

2009-05-28T19:51:00.002+08:00

7.51pm now.
14hrs 09 mins
to freedom.
to returning my sleep debt.

yuxuan, you can do it! (:

2009-05-28T19:33:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh........

2009-05-28T13:57:00.003+08:00

hello my lovely diary.
rarely see me updating my blog.. but i'm gonna write something here to help me distressed.
There's a big big serious submission tomorrow and i'm still here updating my blog.. what an irony? hahaha

So submission tmr:
staircase- not yet done
frame - not yet done
roof - not yet done
column - done
wall - not yet done
process journal - not yet done

i'm so gonna be dead tomorrow
no sleep tonight again... :(

anw, after all submission...
i'm gonna post my birthday celebrations up..
haven really have the chance to thank everyone who wished me and celebrated with me.

bye.
off to mugging AGAIN! :D

2009-05-05T21:19:00.003+08:00

yuxuan is really happy today (:
satisfaction makes people happy.

2009-05-01T15:09:00.006+08:00

Pretty stressed up and tired of manual drawings.
but all i can do.... is just draw.
no use complaining.
was sick few days ago, probably because of insufficient sleep.
cough, throat infection, fever.
haven really recovered till today. but much much better now.
thanks to karmin for being so sweet.
thanks bishan, xiangling, yuxuan and ashler for alot of nice things they have done. (:

anw, meet up with manda yesterday! (:
really happy cos i miss her alot (:
though it's just a small meet up but at least we have a lil chat.
to manda: Firstly, Thanks for the present !
Though we cant be meeting often or how far apart we'll be, i'll always remember you. That's a promise! (:
yes, and we will always be best friend forever! (: and let's keep in touch!!

and i miss manda (though i met her yesterday)
i miss kan (it's been long since i last saw her)
i miss samantha (it's been long since i last saw her too)
i miss ber (wondering how is she doing at perth)
i miss fang (though we are in same sch....but only seen her once in sch)
i miss liuying (though i saw her yesterday)
i miss jo (i dun see her in sch :( dunno why also)
i miss ruiling ( i think we will be meeting up soon? haha)
i miss karmin ( where's my strepsils? haha )
i miss san (cos it's been quite some time since i last saw her)
i miss shuxian ( wondering how is she doing in her new school)
i miss 4e3 (best class ever)

2009-04-17T19:00:00.042+08:00

Gosh.. it's been like more than a month since i last updated. (last one not counted.ha.)
dunno why i had this sudden urge of blogging again.. even though i had the intention of deleting away this blog.
but guess i should keep all the remembrance.
Holiday was awesome yet seems so short.
catching up with friends. working@babyfair. helping out with wrs choir. birthday celebrations. movies. dinners. photoshooting with sis. holiday trips. outings and more outings. slacking at home. can't remember. cant remember. cant remember.

that's some of the random pics i have:
Catching up sessions with choir cliques!

Random choir photos n dining with miss grace!

Joanne's birthday celebration@theSGflyers n NewyorkNewyork!

Fang's birthday@sakae!

yuki yaki!

Xiangling's birthday@eastcoast park!

Pig-Out@east coast!

there's still many more things i did.. but no pictures.

2009-03-23T23:41:00.001+08:00

Busy and tired.

2009-03-10T19:10:00.004+08:00

Went out with ruiling, shuxian and liuying today(:
Watched Marley and Me, really nice movie indeed ! (:
Had Gelare waffles after that :D
Really had lots of fun with them !

Thanks for today!
Really thanks (:
You all cheered me up and made my day!
Really appreciated it !
Glad that i have the four of you (:

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Celebrated Xiangling's birthday last week (:
Have lotsa fun cycling and building ' sand castle ' ! (:
hahah.
Been sun burnt and till now my hand was still red and pain.

Will update the pics soon, i guess?

2009-03-06T03:14:00.005+08:00

what's worse about doing a puzzle?

It's when you're almost done with the whole puzzle and found out that...

a piece which lies in the middle of the whole lovely picture

was missing.

After searching for the particular piece for years

yet it's no where to be found.

'cause someone threw it away without telling you why.

2009-03-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

I heard something damn shocking few days ago that made me feel like crying.
try hard not to drop a tear and even look sad in front of mum, or look as if i don't care.
I hope what i heard wasn't real..i'm just dreaming..
or it's just a misunderstanding.

hate this feeling.
hate it so much..

Was sitting on the bus pondering and pondering today.

Wondering what had happened.

Passed my stop and i dint alight.

Sat one big round before i alight and get back home.

______ aint in my dictionary now.

i'm just pretending to be happy.

to make myself happier.

2009-02-27T23:57:00.004+08:00

don't feel like blogging..
it's like my blues days these few days.

but i must hereby thank PHANG SHUXIAN alot alot! for helping to carry like super duper much stuffs from sp and back to my home on wednesday.. Those stuffs was my whole of one year's projects. Gosh, it's like really alot alot till we carried and stopped every 20 steps we walked..
Our arms are all red..
Xin ku ni le shuxian..
if you wasn't there to help, i surely wouldnt be able to bring all the things back.
Thanks a million! (:

Will update on year end's bbq someday..

2009-02-25T02:45:00.001+08:00

i felt that ...
wad i said and wrote doesn't mean anything to you.

2009-02-18T03:54:00.006+08:00

and yes, i'm going off to genting tomorrow (:

anw, overnight at pang kar min's house on monday night, rushing on my journals submission.

Really thanks to ahma for everything ( though i kept saying thankyou, but still i need to say xie xie ni.)

breakfast with her and shuxian at 8plus in the morning. Then backed to home to take a nap before bringing piles of things to school with bs and yx. Then backed to home again, continue doing my work.

Meet up with Karmin and family at causeway cos she accompanied me to get my notes binded(:

after so, meet up with Ruiling and shuxian! Thanks to ruiling, so sweet of her! Though i know you've got LOTS of time to do cakes, but still thank you! :D hahaha!

Thanks to shuxian for the present too! :D

and and.. i've been seeing liuying for like ages. good luck for your exams, ahgong! (:

ly, rl, sx and km : will sms you when i'm backed! :D Presents will be back too! and km... i'll buy you the dunno what honey coated thingy if i found any.. haha!

and thanks to bs, xl and yx for helping me, really thanks alot! (:

2009-02-14T14:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DADDY!! :D

2009-02-04T15:11:00.003+08:00

TEMPORARY-CLOSED-DOWN-TILL-FURTHER-NOTICE
i guess i would be blogging till all submission is over.
bye people.

and sorry if i haven't been replying any of you, or replying late.
pardon me, cos i'm busy with my project.
thanks to those who have been really concern about how i'm doing now.
dun worry, i'm fine (:

i'm just killing myself with viz, cad, tod, intech and shophouse making.
hahaha

2009-01-29T13:27:00.002+08:00

i wanna watch inkheart

i wanna watch bridewar

i wanna watch red cliff 2

i wanna watch lots of movies

gimme time please.

2009-01-13T12:00:00.001+08:00

Thank god, i just finished my CRS discussion cafe's presentation.. phew.

School until 6 today.. tiring.

2009-01-10T21:37:00.002+08:00

I'm tired of everything.

i'm not sure why...i just feel so down.
ain't feel right for anything.

2009-01-09T17:27:00.003+08:00

Eye swollen and red.
It's again.. my right eye.
and sorry to bishan and fang.

dint went school today cos of my swollen eye
that means no consultation for me today
now i don't know what to do.

having a lil difficulty breathing for don't know how long.
i think i should go see a doctor.

my phone was kinda spoiling too.
i cant get it charged.

sigh all unlucky things come in a day.

2009-01-08T20:43:00.002+08:00

Piles of homework still waiting for me.. yet i'm still here blogging.. haha
Wrs CCA orientation wasn't as awesome as before, but still love seeing the cute juniors.
Many new faces in choir that i haven't seen before. haha.
Thanks to miss grace for sending me back home (:

2009-01-02T19:18:00.005+08:00

I'm feeling so listless these two days... though it's new year.
Probably lack of sleep... again..
and i don't know why..

I'm now in no mood doing my shop house drawings, mood box and intech case study which is due the coming monday
aww.. i dunno why am i having a little difficulty breathing these two days.. ahh...
Today, YS let us see some of the archi models made by i dunno who.
It's really impressive.. and after looking at all the models.. i was wondering how on earth could i make such a thing... unless you give me one year. haha.

bye peeps. off for mugging.

2008-12-31T23:13:00.007+08:00

I warn you.. this post will bores you.. haha

So it's the last day of 2oo8.. time really flies pass in a blink of an eye. This year...I have experienced lots of different stuffs that I've not encountered before... ESP, trying to get use to poly life. It was really quite a tough barrier to pull through, but after three terms of school. I’m getting pretty okay handling all those stuff that had once been new to me.. stuffs like using those machines in the workshop, cracking my brain really hard for new ideas. stressing up with pilling up of assignments and deadlines, having many sleepless night, doing three-d models, learning computer programs(AutoCad and AutoViz) and stuffs like that. Though I’m still struggling with all these, but I did quite getting use to it. haha. Hope it will get through it faster and of course better (: I shall say..i'm quite satisfied with myself this year, at least I managed to complete stuffs that I thought I would never be able to do.

So as usual, I’m going to thank those who really marks wonderful memories of mine in 2oo8.
I wanna thank those...
who had helped me, be it minor things or major things. A big thank you to you.
who had been there when I needed you..
who had been though the ups and downs with me..

And... special thanks

To Amanda:

I still love the days we spent together.. though it's not alot, but I’m really glad that we still stayed in contact after so many years. Thanks for everything you've done for me and really making effort to maintain this friendship(: I really cherish the friendship between us and I believe it will last. So let's still stay in contact in the coming years okay! love you lots! Anyway, you will be in J2 next year, so just wanna say all the best for your A levels!

To Fang:

Firstly, wanna thank you for the card and the packet of sweets. It's my luck to get to you know too. I really appreciated everything you've done for me. Thanks for always being there for me too, and I will definitely be there when you need me, that's a promise (: You never fails to cheer me up when I'm down, thanks alot! Even though I'm not really good at talking but if you need a listening ear anytime, feel free to ask me out okay! And though we can't be meeting up that often as before, cos we were all busy but still I believe our friendship will last too (: and yupp, we must continue meeting up next year okay! Most importantly, be happy and take care okay!

To Berber:

I've known you for 5 years and next year will be the 6th year, that's quite long, isn't it? haha. and there will be the 7th year, 8th year, 9th year, 10th year...and so on. And you know what..I really treasure this friendship alot. Without you, I guess I wouldn't enjoy secondary school life that much already. I'm really very grateful to you for always being there when I needed someone and not leaving me all alone. You are also the one who know me deeply well. And, though you are in aus and I can’t be physically there for you... but I’ll mentally be there supporting you, always will be. Anytime you need me, promise I’m here for you (: Stay strong and take care okay! Try your best and don't be too stressed up alright! Actually I still have stuffs to say to you.. but I guess I shall write it inside your Christmas cum new year so called card...ahah... and you know what... I’m still addicted to hongkong dramas! hahaha! OH! and yea... contact us soon okay, so you can get your present!hahah! misses!

To Joanne:

Aww.. Though we are in the same school, but I don't see you often in school, which I finds it really weird.. haha. But anyways, I really wanna thank you for being my friend, really glad that I’ve known you. You have always been a wonderful friend since the time I've known you. Thanks for all that you've done for me, really thanks alot! (: I really valued this friendship and let's stay in contact no matter what okay! Thanks for being there for me and remember I'll be always there when you need me(: Hope you are doing fine in school and hope to see you more often in school. haha. miss you !!

To San:

Hey sanny! Life in design course is really tiring... so first of all and most importantly, must take good care of your health okay! Rest more okay! I know you will be saying the same thing to me too hahah! But you must take care too okay! Anyway, really thanks for being a wonderful friend. I really appreciated everything you've done for me. And, I really treasure this friendship too so keep in contact okay! Be happy always kay, remember I’ll always be there for you too(: Though we all are too busy to meet up very often, but I still believe our friendship will last. So let's maintain this friendship together kay (: all the best! miss you!

To Liuying:

ahgong ahgong ahgong!! haha! I still love calling you ahgong instead of Liuying, maybe I just get use to calling you ahgong. hahaha! so anyway, thanks for the present, and of course the card too. I saw the very BIG HEART, I know you drew it with all your might.. hahaha and I love it! Inside still got my name leh, so sweet. hahaha. I wanna thank you for always being there for me when I needed you, and you know wad... I always felt comfortable talking to you. Thanks for always giving me good advice and encouragement (: and also... thanks for giving your ears... hahah...listening ears. anyway, all the best and take care alright! :D Stay CUTE kay!

To Shuxian

Boyfriend!hahaaha! anyway, haven't been meeting up for quite long alr. Don't keep on working, must take a break.. though I know money is important. hahaha. Anyway, hereby to thank you for always being there for me, and promise I’ll be there when you need me I love the times when we worked at starhub together and I miss choir so much. haha. You have been really great listener, thanks alot! Really appreciated everything you've done for me. anyway, stay happy and cheerful kay! (: All the best in everything you do! (:

To Ruiling

Thanks for the notebook. Seriously, i love it so much. Gimme your ipod touch! hahaha! okay lah, kidding. Anyway, you must really take good care of yourself kay, then don't spent too much money, leave some for me. hahaha. Thanks for being a really wonderful friend, and always being there when I need you. Remember, I’ll be there when you need me(: Anyway, you also... don't keep on working.. must take a rest too kay(: I really treasure the friendship with you all, and I believe our friendship will last so let's stay in contact even after 100 years okay. haha! I would never regret knowing you. (: Thanks for everything you've done for me. All the best and stay happy kay! (:

To Karmin

ahma! hahahaha! I love calling you ahma also. So anyway, firstly and most importantly.... good luck for your o's result! I believe you can do well! I wanna thank you for being there when I needed someone, hearing my troubles when I’m down, giving me advice when I don't know what to do. Really appreciated everything you've done for me. Just remember I’ll be always here when you need me. You too, must really take care and rest well, don't be overworking. Anyway, All the best!! (:

To Wendy

Thanks for being there when I needed you, and remember... I’ll always be there when you need me. you too, good luck and all the best in your o's result yea! hope you can get into the school and course you are aiming for (: And you are now working... waking up at 4 plus.. that's really early, so sleep early at night and take care alright! (:

To Yuxuan

hahahaa! actually I still can’t believe you've got the same name as me. ahahaa! but anyway, though I’ve known you for only 9 months.. thanks for being my friend, really glad to know you. Without you all, I guess I wouldn't have pulled through the 9 months of terribly busy school life. hahaa Thanks alot! all the best in the upcoming project.. the shophouse...oh and stay cheerful yea! Take Care!

To BiShan

Though we are in the same sec school.. but we got closer when we get into poly life... really thanks for being my friend. My poly life became more enjoyable with you all going through with me. thanks alot. Really appreciated everything you've done for me(: Anyway, let's jia you together for the shophouse project.. though it's quite a tough project.. but we will sure pull it through right? (: And, be happy always! (: take care!

To Xiangling

I've known you for 9months too. Really thanks for being my friend (: Thanks for helping me when I need help, really appreciated everything you've done for me. You too...made my poly life more enjoyable so I can pull through the first three terms. And most importantly, must really take care and rest well. Let's all jiayou for our shophouse project! (: Stay happy kay! (:

Thanks to my DID/03 too!
Thanks to the lecturers

To all my beloved friends happy New Year and hope you will have a year filled with Lucks, Happiness, Love and all the best things! (:

oh.. almost forgotten my resolution
continue to be a good girl. ahaha
work harder for the projects
sleep early
try my best to be there for all my beloved friends
spent more time with mum
learn to cook more nice dishes
enjoy doing the project given
I’ll be keeping three other resolutions to myself. haha

I wish.... everything I want will be fulfilled.(:

wow.. i took 2hours typing this.

2008-12-30T15:00:00.000+08:00

I can finally use the internet, though the broadband is still spoilt. but miraculously, i can get in today. but i guess.. i should get it fix faster..

2008-12-21T19:01:00.005+08:00

13 dec
Dinner with the girls at ang mo kio.
Movie(Bolt) with sis during midnight.

14 dec
Watched xiangling's concert with ashler at VCH!
Xiangling was awesome (:

15dec
Dint managed to go bbq with my class peeps cos i was sick.

16dec
i've forgotten wad did i do.

17dec
Went marina square with san and shan qing.
Attended sp band concert at VCH and jo played some solo part which was really awesome!

18dec
Had morning movie, Twilight with the girls. I love the movie!
Lunched at PastaMania after that

19dec
Meet up with 'ahgong' and 'ahma' at mac for a lil chat.
Walked around causeway.
and thanks karmin for the handmade biscuit, really sweet of you. :D i love the biscuit.. hee (:
oh, met fang, miaohui and weiting at causeway twice, what a coincidental. haha

20dec
Dinner at Jo's house.
i always love her mum's tomyam soup!
thanks Jo and her mum for the dinner! (:

21dec
which is today.
stayed at home doing nothing though i'm gonna be killed by the piles of assignment which is due when sch reopens. I've yet to touched any of it. someone kill me please.

2008-12-12T16:47:00.015+08:00

Elaine's Wedding!

That's my lecturer, Elaine!

Friday

Elaine's wedding was fun! Elaine was gorgeous on that day.

DID!

I still love the adorable ginger so much!

Monday
Celebrated Ly's bdae at ichiban! (: bought a cake for her too! (other pics please refer to Ruiling's blog) haha

below is when we ate the cake half way

Miss grace house was still as nice... with the brand new comfy sofa and big plasma TV. hahahaa "Movie marathon" at her house again! This time round was two movies instead of four... 10promises to the dog and 5 children and it, both are pretty nice show. The juniors was there too! (: Ly, Shu Xian and I stayed at miss grace's house till 11plus at night. Hah! was having a nice chat with her.

Tuesday

Went Mediacorp to take a look at how they film their variety shows, cos my god-dad was one of the official sponsor for a variety show (shi fu man ren jian). So had the chance to go in there and see how they film this show, was a pretty nice experience. We went there from 4 plus to almost 1am, watching the whole filming before we went home. Now i know filming a show ain't easy at all...They had to film about 4 to 5 hours for a 20mins short film. It's nice watching tv, but now i could imagine that behind those shows/scenes was repetitive acting on every particular scenes to get the best shot.
Took lots of pictures.. but i'll update it when i found my memory card reader. hah.

Wednesday

Shopping with Sis at Orchard.
Bought lots of stuffs.

Thursday
It's been quite some time since i last saw fang.
had a lovely lunch with fang before her work (: After lunch, went had a scoop of ice cream from Gelare. Had a nice chat with her before she went for work (:

2008-12-11T20:00:00.003+08:00

The person who tagged you is ? Pang Kar Min
2. Your relationship with him/her ? Choir Cliques
3. Your 5 impression of him/her ? Cheerful girls who never fails to make me smile, hardworking, nice, kind hearted and helpful.
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ? The birthday handmade card and roses, the recent present with choco and a note and lots of other stuffs (:
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you ? Asked me why i'm feeling down and shared her opinion when i'm feeling confused or sad, willing to lend me a listening ear.
6. If he/she become your lover, you will ? haha.. that's impossible.. cos she's my ahma!
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be? Don't bully me. hahaah! kidding!
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ? She won't be (:
9. If he/she dies, you will ? Weeping badly with sorrow.
10. What is it you want to tell he/she now ? thanks for all that you've done for me, and thanks for always lending me a listening ear when i needed someone. Really appreciated it (:
11. Your overall impression of he/she? A nice girl! (: a really good friend.
12. How do you think people around you will feel ? i guess they will agree?
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1.The person who tagged you is ?Ruiling
2. Your relationship with him/her? Choir cliques
3. Your 5 impression of him/her? Lame! hahah! nice, fillial, cute and treat her friends well (:
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ? hmm.. she did lots of things that really made me felt touched. One of it was the birthday hand made card and roses (:
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you ? Asked me to take care when i'm sick (:
6. If he/she become your lover, you will ? wah! this will never happen.. haha. cos i'm not a les!
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be? hmmm.. don't bully me! hahahahakidding! ohya, gimme your IPOD TOUCH! hhahahaha
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ? she would never becomes my enemy
9. If he/she dies, you will ? *touch wood* but if so, of course i will be weeping with sorrow.
10. What is it you want to tell he/she now ? Thanks for everything you've done for me, really appreciated it (:
11. Your overall impression of he/she ? Lame! hahah! Nice and cheerful girl. a really good friend.
12. How do you think people around you will feel? i guess they will agree?
13.The characters you love of yourself are? Erm... nothing? i'm not too sure.
14.ON the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are ? Sensitive, too quiet.
15.The most ideal person you want to be is? at this point of time.... i cant think of any. I'm quite satisfied for who i am.
16.For people that care and likes you,say something to them. Thanks for everything, i love you guys!
17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you ( it's okay if you all don't wanna do :D ).
1. Berber
2. Liuying
3. Fang
4. Karmin
5. Sanny
6. Ruiling
7. Jojo
8. Shu Xian
9. Yu Xuan
10. Bi Shan
18.Who is no.6 having a relationship with? me! haha.. kidding.. she's my da jie
19.Is no.9 a male or a female?Female
20.If no 7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?of course no! haha
21.What is no.2 studying all about? Business studies
22.When was the last time you chatted with no.3?Yesterday (thursday)
23.What kind of music band does no.8 likes? Pop songs.
24.Does no.1 have any siblings?Yup one younger bro, one younger sis and an elder sis.
25.Will you woo no.3?i will! hahaa! kidding!! i wont lah..
26.How about no.7? haha..i will..i'm kidding too! i wont lah..
27.Is no.4 single?Yes
28.What is the surname of no.5? Wang
29.What is the hobby of no.10? Going Ktv.. haha
30.Does no.5 & 9 get along?They don't know each other.
31.Where is no.2 studying at?NP
32.Talk about something for no.1? a wonderful friend, she will always be there when i need her.(: study in perth now.. 17years old. haha
33.Have you tried developing feelings with no.8 ?hahahah! of course nope!
34.Where does no.9 live in? Bishan
35.What colour does no.4 likes? Green i think.
36.Are no.1 and 5 bestfriends?yup, good friends! ex classmates too!
37.Does no.1 have any pets? i don't remember she said about having pets. so i guess not??
38.Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? haha! though that a funny questions... but yeps!
39.What is no.10 doing now?Not too sure? finish cycling? so now should be at home?

2008-12-07T23:34:00.010+08:00

Tomorrow.
I'll finally be meeting my beloved(s), the choir cliques.
I'll finally be meeting my choir juniors as well.
I'll finally be meeting my beloved choir instructor, MissGrace.
I'll finally be meeting the adorable GINGER!
Hurrays!
In case you are wondering who's ginger, he's/she's ( i forgot it is a female or male. hah) the first dog and the only dog that i've carried throughout my entire 17 years. Miss Grace's Dog (was once Mr Michael's Dog) (:

Oh! and lastly...(below are dedicated specially to Hui Liu Ying, my beloved ahgong)
Sorry for not having the time to post this on time, and i know it's been like 'decades' since your birthday. but anyway,
HAPPY sweet 17th belated BIRTHDAY TO YOU (:
ohwells, finally you are 17 years old..... yea, FINALLY! hahah.
thanks for always being there when i needed you.
I always felt very comfortable talking with you, like i could tell you almost everything.
thanks alot!
Hope our friendship will last... last forever... Of course, not forgetting ruiling, karmin, shuxian, wendy (:

with lotsa love.
xuan

as for elaine's wedding,
I guess i'll be updating bout it when i got all the photos. hah.

so cheerios peeps.
nighty night night!

2008-11-29T13:48:00.002+08:00

i'm having sore eyes now. ohgod, i hate that. Now my right eye is terribly itchy and red. I hope it cures before monday so i can go out with the poly cliques. ahhh..

actually meeting sanfangjo today... now i cant go alr. *cries*
it's been so long since i last saw them :(

2008-11-22T20:59:00.003+08:00

I miss mummy so badly. Hurrays, she's coming back in 6hours time and i'm gonna go fetch her with daddy and sis.

I'm seriously lack of sleep this week by just sleeping for 2 to 3 hours every single day cos of the project. Huge amount of sleep debts i had accumulated, gosh.. i'm feeling so lethargic
Staying in school till night for almost everyday, gosh.. my eyes hurts.
Though it's saturday today, went school for project. I was feeling so sick today, headache and feel like vomiting, probably it's because of the lack of sleep. I dun feel like eating anything today, dun really know why. Something horrifying happened, that really scares me. I was doing the layout photoshop for a couple of hours non stop, after that i took a rest and catch a wink. After a short nap...i woke up and my vision was real blurred and was not able to see anything clearly even with my specs. That really scares me. It took quite a long while for my eyes to recover. Xiangling and Yuxuan said it's probably because of the lack of sleep and facing the com too long without resting.

bye peeps.
gonna start my layout now (:

2008-11-18T21:30:00.004+08:00

Cheers, CRS is finally over, so does CADP presentation! (:
hurray, holidays is nearer and nearer. I so looking for holidays to come when i've time to go out with my friends.

aww... i'm missing all my friends so much! :(

and i haven't been watching movies for like 0729434287 days... =/
ages since i last watched a movie.. arghh

2008-11-15T23:18:00.003+08:00

ahh.. so mum is off to taiwan!
i'm gonna miss her so much.
she will be back in a week time. ahh.. i'm going to live one week without mummy! :(
so i'm gonna take the responsibility to cook dinner for my sis, and grandpa.
washing the clothes too =/

hope she will have lots of fun there with her friends :D
ohgod, i can't go with her because of my submission. sigh.

cheerios peeps.
mugging.in.process.

2008-11-08T18:28:00.005+08:00

I wasn't in the mood for e v e r y t h i n g today.

school was alright these few days, submission for the week has ended... managed to pass up every single assignment, all was not well-prepared, but at least i passed up all right? haha.

now we're left with TOD, CADP and DS final project which ... oh, and my GEMS assignment 1 too.

-random-

aunties and uncles in chinatown are nice people.

was pretty angry with dad these days...

dad, do you really know how hard i'm going through now? i guess you don't.

2008-11-04T08:37:00.003+08:00

was currently in class having CADP lesson.
CADP is driving me nuts again.. bored.
lack of sleep.yawns.

2008-11-02T16:57:00.002+08:00

CADP is driving me nuts.

Went out taking night scenes with sis during the night from bout 1am to 4am plus cos there's no one around.

Night scenes is always so stunning and beautiful.

2008-10-30T23:23:00.019+08:00

Submission of Intech Exercises deadline.. tomorrow.
I was wondering why am i here updating my blog when i still have huge pile of things undone.
Large amount of sleep debts i have accumulated for the past few days, or perhaps a week. ohgod, i don't know when i can repay it. Homeworks kept piling up.. tod, intech, cadp, digital imaging.
It's really a bore to do.
i wanna watch HSM3!

GEMs was pretty fun yesterday

Camwhoring with roo during GEMS lesson ! haha ! :P

Camwhoring with yuxuan and bishan during Intech Class last thurs :P

hehe. i finally update lots of pictures! haha.

cheerios people.
It's mugging time now.

2008-10-27T23:08:00.000+08:00

i wanna watch movies!!

gimme the time pls.

2008-10-27T21:37:00.003+08:00

A trip to pangkarmin's house for a while just now, sorta teaching her physics but i guess i didn't done much help to her physics with my "rust-coated" brain. haha.

i wanted to ask her something but don't really know how to phrase the question (s). Clue for you: I think that karmin knows me pretty well. (ahma, get the hint??? hahaha...)

anw, goodluck for the rest of the papers ! (:

i'm waiting for your o's to end, so all of us can go out together yo!

2008-10-26T03:13:00.007+08:00

gimme this kinda life.

i'm getting more and more insecure for everything..

let me get out of this..

forget about those unhappiness.

happy should rules now.

omg, i love the coming monday..lovely break from the hectic life.

i shall plan what i'm going to do tmr, probably going out somewhere rather than staying at home doing piles of homework which makes me feel so dead.

talking about the assignments... ohgod, it's really a bore to do.

and ya know wad? i just started sch and i'm already yearning for a long quiet break.

cheerios.

friends, where are you?

2008-10-18T19:13:00.012+08:00

1st week of term 3 had just passed by in a blink of an eye. Seriously, i love this week the most cos we get to go off early every single day. HAHAHA! It's not because the photography workshop was extremely fun, the lectures were way to dry, feel like dozing off whenever the lecturers starts talking. However, the fun part was that we could get to take pics around the school. oh, and lil india as well. I dunno why... feeling so sluggish the whole week perhaps because i'm not used to waking up early after a long holiday break.

Foodcourt 5 finally have air-condition.haha! So went eating lunch there yesterday after class with xl, yx and bs. (:

I love having my GEMs classes though almost everyone is sort of like a total stranger to me, except roo. Had my first GEMs lesson on Wednesday, though the lesson was sorta like the photography workshop we have been going through that one week, but love it because i get to learn stuff i like, rather than those module which i've no interest in, glad i've made the right choice.

Met up with fang san jo yesterday evening and dine at pastamania. Though it's just a dinner and lil chat, at least we get to be with each other, though i getting more and more quiet all these while, which i don't really know why, but still really love being with them(: They brightened up my day. After dinner, wanted to shop around cwp but ended up in the library, sitting down browsing through books like palmistry, dream interpretation and conjuring spirit while fang took her nap. Had lotsa fun looking at the palmistry book cos it's really crappy. haha. There's one part where we saw how the murderer's hand and idiot's hand looks like made us burst out laughing. oh, and those pages that are telling about the meaning of different palm lines and stuff was funny too. hahahaha

probably i'll update more tmr, see if i have the time.haha

kays, cheerios peeps.

i miss ber.
i miss amanda.
haven't been seeing them for ages.

2008-10-17T01:01:00.002+08:00

I love tomatoes.
haha

2008-10-14T23:59:00.001+08:00

it's almost 12am now.

Hereby wishing a

HAPPY SWEET 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST AHMA!!

love you always!

all the best and good luck for your o's!

2008-10-14T23:37:00.002+08:00

sometimes i felt that i'm an odd one out.

2008-10-13T01:15:00.004+08:00

got lots to update just that i don't have the time. =/

school's starting tomorrow

hurrays. i guess it should be cries.

stressful days are going to eat me up again.

pray hard that it wouldn't be a tedious term to go through.

one new module this term, digital imaging.

so looking forward to it cos i think it would be a fun module yea!

cheers.

bye peeps.

nights!

i'm so not used to sleeping so early. argh!

2008-10-05T23:52:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to my DEAREST Mummy!!!

love you always!

2008-09-29T00:20:00.013+08:00

ahh.. i don't know wad to write here, but it's been ages since i last wrote a thing on my blog about wad's going on with me or around me except only those random pictures, so i gonna at least write something down. haha
okay, have been isolating myself by not really contacting with anyone for the past dunno how many days. Don't ask me why. i don't know. Okay, maybe i did contacting a small bunch of people, like two or so?
Bad things have been happening at home. It's not exactly bad things, but it just kept me worrying about our family ties.

i miss all my friends, really missing them so much.
every single one of them.

Plus amanda, xiangling and all my other beloved friends

cheerios peeps.

2008-09-24T02:01:00.008+08:00

GENTING TRIP on 7th sep and 8th sep

p.s will post the pics from batam trip next time (:

2008-09-24T00:58:00.013+08:00

CHALET on 1st sep to 3rd sep

Random pics:

Videos:

2008-09-16T00:45:00.002+08:00

Tagged by yuxuan and bishan
1)yr relationship w/ her.
Bishan: Poly friend and sec sch mate
YuXuan: Poly friend
2)your 5 impression of her.
Bishan: Outgoing, funny, nice, caring and had quite a good sense of humor

YuXuan: Nice, kind hearted, cute, friendly and sweet.

3)the most memorable thing she has done for u.
Bishan: Bought a birthday present for me though we just knew each other for 1 month at that time :D
YuXuan: Same here :D
4)the most memorable thing she said to u.
Bishan: Reminded me to the things that we have to bring to school. said jiayou to me when i'm stressed up with my project.
Yuxuan: Be the third one to say happy birthday to me and said jiayou when i'm stressed up. :D
5)if she becomes ur lover u will...
err... this would never be happening.. hah.
6)if she becomes u lover,the thing she have to improve on will be..
errr... They wont be my lover. haha
7)if she becomes ur enemy u will..
err... i don't know.. don't think this would happen too
8)if she becomes ur enemy the reason would be..
if someone seen you as their enemy, it is probably because they hate you. so i guess it will be this?
but i don't think this would happen lah. haha
9)the most desire thing u want to do for her now is..
be there for them.
10)ur overall impression of her is..
Bishan: A nice girl who's always willing to tell you everything she knows and help you all the assignments and other stuffs.
YuXuan: A friend who has the same name as me. haha! okay, i think she's a nice girl who's willing to help others :D
11)hw do u think ppl n u will feel abt u.
err... i guess some people would think i'm soft-spoken?
12)the character tt u like abt urself.
i don't know. haha
13)on the contrary,the character u hate abt urself.
too sensitive? err... i don't know
14)for ppl who care & likes u,u wana say..
Thanks alot, i love you. :D

pass this quiz to ppl who u wish to noe hw they feel abt u..
Bishan (haha, pass back to you)
Yuxuan(haha, pass back to you)
Shuxian
Yuting
Ruiling
Fang

haha, i doubt they will do.. but nvm lah. it's okay.
bye.

2008-09-10T02:06:00.002+08:00

cheers, my time had been well-spent these two days, finally. haha

it's been almost the first time i did something better than slacking around in the holidays.

I wanna go Botanic Garden, who wanna accompany me ?? haha, such a weird place huh? nvm, i just feel like going there. Maybe i'll go there someday.

ohgosh, i seems to be getting weirder and weirder.

The feeling of togetherness throughout the years seems to fading...

and i don't want it to be.

2008-09-08T01:22:00.006+08:00

Hey peeps! i'm backed from chalet and i'm back from my lovely short genting trip.Woo! i'm kinda relax a bit now, but i still wanna go on HOLIDAYS!! :D HAHA! yea.. i know i'm greedy, but come to think of.. who doesn't like going on holidays uh? haha! okay lah.. let's start of with the chalet first.

Hmmm.. i can say it was a pretty successful one, but 3days 2night was kinda too short for us to spent time together. So, liuying said next one we gonna make it 4days 3 nights. Hurrays! Thanks to mum 'cause she came all the way down just to check in for us, really really very grateful to her. Anyway, i shall not elaborate too much on what we actually did cos i think it will bores.

First day:

Cycling was a pretty nice one cos we get to try those two person bike and i cycled with my dear shuxian!
BBQ was a successful one cos we managed to start the fire in quite a short time, had a nice time bbqing!
Night time... Liuying and i din't catch a wink at all cos we wasn't feeling tired. We played pokercards, chit chat and watch shows using her phone.
Sun rise was really very stunning, though we didn't really manage to see the sun. The two of us( ly and i) went watching sunrise at 4 plus am at the beach. It's been long since i last chatted her, so had a really good time chatting with her. It's the first time i had a heart-to-heart talking with someone, told her lots of things i haven't been telling anyone.

Second day:

Escape theme park... ohmygoodness, i love Go Kart. hahah! oh, and though i felt like puking after getting a ride on the pirate ship but it was fun cos we sat at the end of the pirate ship. haha. love the thrill! hahah
Cycling.. with ly and wendy. I love cycling cos i get to enjoy the cool breeze blowing right onto my face. We were caught in the rain after cycling for an half hour, so we were all drenched when we get back to the room.
Steamboat-ing.. cause it's raining heavily, we changed to steamboat-ing instead of bbq-ing. It's still as nice (:
Night time... managed to doze off and sleep through the night without waking up.

Third day:

Backed to home sweet home!

Genting trip... was a really a short one, 2 days 1 night, cos sis gotta go sch on monday, but it's okay lah, at least i get relax myself a while. So we went shopping, playing those indoor games, eating, playing pool, etc. Oh, sis and i are so addicted to the basketball machine( don't know wad exactly it's being called) We spent like most of the time throwing basketball. haha! Anyway, the whole trip was fun though i hope it's longer.

So that's wad i did this week. Two trips to two places :D

cheerios!

p.s all photos will be updated next time(:

2008-08-30T18:35:00.005+08:00

Heya! I'm backed! Cheers, school vacation is here! I had a pretty enjoyable week..... catching up with friends, spending time with family and gluing on to the tv shows. Mum and i are so addicted to hk dramas now, though it's not like we wasn't addicted to it before that, but this time round we bought quite a number of hk drama dvds, this explain why i haven't been updating my blog or going online. haha.

yays! i'm sooooooo looking forward to the chalet that's coming! The chalet with my 5 choir cliques! Finally, we can really catch up with each other and be together like we used to be in choir, with the craziness when we were playing together, with karmin's craziness, ruiling's lamest jokes, wendy's cute-ness, shuxian's laughters, liuying's ahgong-est speeches, yuxuan's.... (fill in the blank) ehhh?? hmmm?? what's ahgong-est speeches? don't ask me.. i don't know. haha

No matter what, really happy that we can finally gather together (: Hurrays!

i'm counting down ...!

so what i planned to do this nice-short school vacation. Okay, 6 weeks sounds long, but to me, it's still quite a short one. haha.

More catching up with friends.( Perhaps with the primary school friends too (: )
Perhaps, maybe working?
Try fulfiling my dream ? don't tell you what is it... but was kinda hard to fulfil this dream.
Adjusting back my sleeping time to a right time? cos my sleep timing is way too weird.
Make some craftsworks? maybe get myself to do some paintings? haha.
Practice autocad, autodesk and photoshop? erm... i doubt i will, but i'll try. haha
Go on holidays.. no matter where is it.. i just wanna .go somewhere where i could really wash away my troubles and get everything clear again(:
Explore places in Singapore that i rarely go? who wanna come along? haha.
Spend more time with mommy (:
Help out with housework?
Do some readings?

okays, i'll end here. Bye peeps!

miss you girls, meet up soon yea! (:

2008-08-16T01:34:00.005+08:00

i think probably almost every DID year 1 student would be blogging or maybe celebrating this particular day, so do i. (:

So why is this particular day so special to us? It marks the end of the sem and most importantly...... this final submission is finally over. hurrays to this day! Glad that i've made it this far.

The final project was indeed a really tough one for me... did lose out quite a bit for not having a dnt background. I didn't catch a wink the whole of last night till today's submission time.. was feeling so lethargic but being in the going-to-die-if-incomplete situation, i managed to been through the night without catching a wink just to complete the whole model. i did felt pretty stressed up these few weeks because of the piling up of project to be completed.. be it the TOD, CADP, CD and of course DS.. those assignments is suffocating me. Cheers, i have pass it up, every single one... though i wasn't satisfied with all i've done, reason being i kinda did all in a rush. But now..these grades doesn't really matters to me now.. as long as i've submitted all the assignments.. it's a satisfaction for me and most importantly.... i'm free again! And cheers! holiday is coming!!

Wanna thanks those who had been there with me during the workings of final submission, be it just minor things you did or so....or you may not realize what you've helped me but wanna say i'm really feeling v grateful to you all. thanks to karmin, ruiling, bishan, xiangling and yuxuan.

A very special thanks to mum for being there for me throughout.. i think she had wasted lots of money and time just to calm me down and releasing my stress. haha... Everytime i felt really stressed up.. mum have to bring me somewhere nice to eat, normally it's in cwp cos i wouldn't have the time to travel far. The most frequent place i went with mum for these few weeks are STARBUCKS! haha. So if anyone seen me in starbucks... probably because i'm in a pretty stressed up mood. Sitting down with a lil chat and a nice cup of coffee really did cheer me up quite a lot.

Thanks to sis for burning the midnight oil with for some of the nights.

Now i'm left with a no-marks-counted assignment and the Tuesday Crit session and i'm free! Though i doubt anyone would have to mood to do this particular assignment... haha. but there's no other choice, we just have to do it.

Once again.. cheers, the final project is submitted!

and i've realized i kept emphasizing on the word ' free'. and yes.. i'm finally free now after this tough sem that i've been through.

i can finally relax now... i need sleep.. a nice sleep without worries.

i miss the girls so much ... it's been quite long since we last seen eachother.

so i'll end here.

bye peeps

and nights to all of you.

2008-08-03T01:05:00.006+08:00

edited-

i'm finally here again... i know it's been like super duper long since i really updated my blog. Okay, it's been like a week. But that particular post is not really counted cos it's some kinda emo post. =/

Was currently mugging on my homework but was too sick and tired of kept doing the same old thing, so i'll just rest for awhile before i continue mugging. So pang karmin... dun be angry when you see this post okay..i'm just resting after doing more than an hour of work. haha.
anyway, thanks to karmin.. she's burning midnight with me, if not i guess i wouldn't really have the motivation doing any of my work and i'll be ended up sleeping by now. haha. love you!

so wad i did today? no homework-ing at all, felt so guilty.. but i really dun feel like doing it.
so went for the some kinda honours day held in WRS today. So meet up with carol at Interchange. I was wondering wad kinda prize i would get, cos most prob if i got a prize means the whole sch would probably be getting one also, thought it was a CCA award or something, but in the end was some kinda academic award. Okay lah, at least i got a 20 dollar popular voucher.. better than nothing right? haha.

After so, went shopping at town with carol cos we were too bored alr. haha. It's been long since i last really chatted with her(: We were talking about some art stuff and poly stuffs and i really think carol should go for design courses.

really nice chatting with her again.
After shopping, meet up with mum (:

Carol :D

oh, and i'm so looking forward for the chalet! Booked a room at downtown east together with the choir cliques, i bet we six gonna have real lotsa fun there with the craze we have when we were together. so shuxian...you must really come too uh! So hope time passes in a blink of an eye yet stopped when the chalet's days came. hahaha.

bye peeeeepps.
gonna go on mugging now. :(

2008-07-28T12:07:00.002+08:00

Happy Sweet Seventeenth Birthday to

TAN YU XUAN!

Sorry, have to write your full name down in case anyone was wondering why am i wishing myself happy birthday.
hahha, people... this is not me okay.
anyway, you're finally 17 now!
enjoy your birthday and all the best yea!

2008-07-27T02:34:00.004+08:00

It's approximately 2.30am now, but i've yet to be in bed.i dunno why...
maybe was feeling pretty stressed up with the upcoming big assignments and other stuffs.
Was tossing and turning in bed the whole of friday night, can't manage to doze off.
i'm feeling so empty and insecure today, felt like crying even though i don't exactly know why, nothing seems to be right.
Felt so lethargic to do anything, yet feel so ____ (dunno how to describe) if i slacked and did nothing.
Almost felt like releasing my stress by shouting as loud as i can.

Thanks to my mum, really thanks to her.
She's the one being there when i'm feeling so low.
She brought me to starbucks, had some coffee and a lil chat, just to cheer me up.
Though was still feeling rather down now, but really felt much better after chatting with her.

okay, i'll stop here
feel like crying alr.
someone help me please.

sometimes i'm wondering if i'm not treating people well enough that made people leaving me all alone when they had somebody accompanying her, when i tried so hard to treat her well and be there whenever she needs me.

2008-07-21T23:15:00.002+08:00

oh gosh, i'm so unlucky today.. just went bathing... and guess wad? my spec was broken without me knowing why.... incredibly weird.
and now... i cant even go to school tmr cos i cant see properly, just those blur images.
you must be wondering why i could still updating my blog.. right now, my head was sticking right infront of the screen, straining my poor eyes. really having a hard time typing these.
ahhh.. now i cant do anything... not even my homework!!!
gosh!!!
next time i should make one spare one in case such things would happen again..
and thanks shuxian for accompanying to make new specs tmr... so sweet of you, my dear boyfriend! :D
if not, i think i wouldn't be able to make it there i guess, cos i can't really see a thing properly, not even the traffic lights.

2008-07-17T18:26:00.006+08:00

So these are the three photos i edited. i know it doesn't look good. but i'm just a first timer. haha
Celebrated ber's birthday on 4th july, one day after her birthday.
here are some of the photo taken.

i miss the girls.

2008-07-17T17:06:00.003+08:00

from the day you lied to me to the day you pushed certain things to me...
i don't trust you anymore..
but i don't bare not to even say greet you good bye..
because no matter wad, you are still my friend.
i really hope you will change for good. (:

2008-07-13T21:54:00.002+08:00

So ber left yesterday, gonna miss her so much :(
So she called on me on friday night, was chatting with her and helping her to check whether had she brought everything she needed to bring.. was sort of 'begging' her to tell me the flight time, but i understand why she doesnt want to tell me. Nevermind, time flies in a blink of an eye, we gonna meet again real soon. (:

So ber, stay strong and take care kay! (:

2008-07-10T21:51:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SANNY! (:

love you lots! (:

2008-07-03T11:11:00.001+08:00

Happy SWEET seventeenth BIRTHDAY

TO MY DEAREST BERNIE!! (:

thanks for always being there for me. (:

hope you enjoyed your birthday ! love you alot!

i'll post about the wrss 10th anni dinner when i get the pics from ruiling (:

2008-06-26T01:49:00.002+08:00

It's almost 2am now yet i'm still awake.

School started... So the usual tedious and tiring days is here to come..
but gonna work real hard this term (:
i'm getting more and more discouraged now :(
hope this feeling would fade away soon.

I'm so so looking forward for sat's school dinner, going with my dear shuxian(:
hope it would be a memorable one.

so i'll end here. sleeping time!

it seems like she's a stranger to me... i'm just a passer-by..
i no longer knows what she's thinking...

2008-06-18T20:08:00.004+08:00

It's been like ages since i last updated. I'm just too lazy to even lift my fingers and type a few lines on the keyboard. Holidays is always a really nice time to slack around without worrying about the piling up assignments, and the best part is..... sleeping till noon! hahahaha.

job.... was though tiring but rather enjoyable(: It's nice working there... friendly people. Anyway, i get to work in the store last sunday and it was great working at the cashier for 11h30mins, though i think i didn't do much help being inside, but looking at the different kinds of phone was really exciting. haha! On sunday, shuxian and wendy were sweet, they went down to visit me, but too bad, i was working inside the store so wasn't able to slack around and talk to them but i had lunch with them, alex joined us too. Sunday is the most enjoyable among the working days.
Caught the movie, the happening , with the girls on tuesday. It's .... erm..a weird story ? confusing one too? quite a ridiculous one? haha.. just 3 words : i don't understand.
Caught the movie, Get Smart, with xiangling da jie and bishan erjie. haha! okays, that's a nice movie, love it! :D Ate breakfast with them before the movie, and of course our funny crapping starts, with our imagination going wild. haha! But it's really fun chatting with them (: unlucky me, after movie, i realize my ezlink card, netts card and some money were lost, tracked my way back and searched for it but it's no where to be found. So waited for yuxuan(not me.. haha! ) to come and i went back to take my IC in order to cancel my netts and replace a new one. So after all these, meet them at mos burger and start our chit chatting again :D
Backed to home sweet home :D

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think again..... you should know why i treated you differently now. but i guess you don't know.

2008-06-08T01:14:00.006+08:00

it's 1.14am now and i've yet to sleep. Tmr's another day of working, standing there for the whole of 9hrs. gosh..
So how's work today ? Quite okay lah, the manager there are nice people, except the security guard =/ The surrounding wasn't nice too.. with the continuous smell of cigarettes and the shivering rainy day.. How i wish i could stay at my previously allocated place which is near the bus stop.. but nobody wants to change back with me and i dun dare to ask it again. So i stood at the most terrible places most of my time. ohgod, think i'm getting a headache smelling those smokes which i hate the most. I gonna work tmr too.. but it's okay lah, working is never easy... i just have to bear with it and money would come into my pocket eventually. HAHA.

Anyway, wanna thanks bishan. She's so sweet lah. she wished me good luck for my first day of work first thing in the morning after she woke up. THANKS ALOT ANDILYN(combination of Andy & lyn. sounds rather more like girl's name than Andy ) HAHAH! can change a nicer name if you want. :P
But i love my new name, aaronny! hahahahahahah
So wad's the girl's name for jacky ? hahaha JACKALYN! haha
Leon ?? LEONNY!

so bye sweety pies!
nights cuppycakes!

off i go to my sweet dreams!
hope i can wake up tmr, but i doubt so. =/

2008-06-06T00:18:00.011+08:00

Monday was a pretty nice day.. went out with a group of lovely friends of mine (xiangling,bishan and yuxuan) (: i had lotsa fun going out with them. So we went playing pool instead of bowling which we planned, cos there's really too much people there. But more importantly, we had fun! (:

time blew or fade away unhappiness.... glad that at least now she says hello to me (: ..

Tuesday... a day off relaxing at home. Sleeping till noon as usual.

Wednesday ... meet up with my dear shuxian for a job interview together. When we got there, filled a form and waited for our turn for interview.. Thought that it was be super duper strict interview but it turn out to be a super duper simple one.. We just goes on answering that interviewer with "ya..yes..okay..ah..no problem...sure.." We had this mentality that we sure couldn't get the jobs cos there's uni students applying too. hah.. guess wad? thank god, we got that job.

So tmr going starhub company at town with shuxian to get our tshirts :D

aww... sis is in bangkok now.. missing her so so so much :(

2008-06-01T18:13:00.036+08:00

Ohhhgodd, i gonna get my results by this week.. gosh.. i think i'm going to be dead with all Bs and Cs in my result.. i doubt i could get an A for any of the modules. =/ dunno why.. i just have this bad feeling that i gonna score real badly.. pray hard for me then.
So i had lotsa fun this week.
On wednesday
Went to a toy museum called mint with the school (:
Some random pics :

Omg.. i love this popeye.. so cute

YUXUAN + YUXUAN -------KATHLYN !! and the didpeeps(:------------- me, bishan and yuxuan (:

Thursday :
It's the DID festival. So we went around to year 2 and 3's studio to look at their works. Omg.. some are really amazing.. i doubt i can do it when i reach year 2.
While waiting for the third year students to come and give us a talk.. we were so so bored, so we started camwhoring :P
here's some random pics :

xuan, xuan, shan (: DID! :D

We are too bored so we started to do these act-cute poses. ahahha!

Guess who's whose?

After school,
meet up with her (:
Random pics :

ohh.. i love these pic :D

guess who's the she that i went out with. hahahaha! okay.. i'm just too bored :P

Friday
actually was supposed to go for the two museum trip.. I did went there but i went back home after i reached the first museum at dhoby ghaut not long ago. Reason is because.. i was sick, feel like fainting and vomiting. So keng yong drove me home. Thanks yuxuan, bishan and xiangling for being there when i'm sick (: I realized i have very nice and caring lecturers, and of course friends! :D
So on my way back home, i slept throughout the whole journey. hah. Reached home and slept for v long.

Saturday
didn't meet up with the girls cos fang's having diarrhoea. take care fang! (:

i realized something.....

2008-05-28T23:17:00.006+08:00

tagged by art buddy(: so i'm going to do it right now :D
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.B) Tag some people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they are tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
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#1:One person you confide everything in. My sis(:

#2: If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? hmm.. be a famous designer? or some kind of art related jobs?

#3: What will your dream wedding be like? held in other countries with beautiful greenery

#4: Are you hungry? nope, not really. just ate my dinner.

#5: What's your ideal lover like? hmm..love me for who i am.. of course characters must be good as well

#6: Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? being loved by someone.

#7: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? hmmm.. i don't know. depends whether the person is worth me waiting for him.

#8: If the person you secretly like (if there isn't one, just imagine) is
already attached,what would you do? let it be i guess? you couldn't do anything also right?

#9: Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? yea.. almost cried =/

#10: Is there anything that has made you happy these days? yupp! (: my friends

#11: How do you see yourself in ten years time? hmmm.... working.. or maybe getting married?
#12: Who are currently the most important people to you? My family, amanda, fang, san, jo, ber, shuxian, the choir peeps, sch mates

#13: What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? very nice, lovely, caring girl (: friendly too!

#14: Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor? Married but poor. Money isn't that important to me, happiness is more important. (:

#15: What's the first thing you do every morning? hmm..look at the clock, see the time, and continue sleeping till afternoon if i've nothing on in the morning. hahha!

#16: Would you give it all in a relationship? depends i guess.

#17: If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick? See which one treats me better and love me more

#18: What do you think is the most important in your life? good health, friends and family, good job (:

#19: What are your friends usually like? Someone who cares for me. Nice people of course (:
#20: What types of friends do you dislike? Hypocrite, Cunning, lied or bluffed me, backstabber, etc..

sososo, the people to do this thingy are:1. shuxian 2. karmin 3. ruiling 4. people who read this.

2008-05-27T17:42:00.003+08:00

i finally sat down and update a post, so went expo with san and fang on saturday (: Intended to go for the adidas sale but it's closed when we reach there. So went food fair to take a look.. gosh.. it's like 'flooded' with people. Dine at expo. I left 3/4 of the food not eaten cos the food is seriously _______. After that, headed to fang's house, waited for her to cook dinner. If anytime you wanna use the com and your mouse's spoilt, ask fang. She's seriously a pro at it now. haha! After that, headed to san's house to get the sleeping bag. Backed to home sweet home at 11.45pm.

During the night, accompanied sis throughout the night as she's studying for her exam. So i helped her to some notes so it will be easier for her to study. Slept at four.

Anyway, i learnt some astronomy while i'm helping her with the notes.

Some facts ( i think this will bore you, haha )

Every planet has at least a moon, or more ( haha, i just knew it today. All the while i thought moon only has one. yes, i know i'm gullible.=/)
Saturn has over 30 moon (gosh, that's alot)
The last planet ain't pluto, it's 2003UB313 ( weird name huh?)

Sunday, went expo with fang and san for the adidas sale. Seriously, there's really nothing much there. So went orchard for shopping and to angmokio to buy fang's camping things. We sat down and shared a mango snow ice. The mango snow ice is soooo nice :D Then went back home.

love spending time with the girls! (:

Monday (:

we look hardworking, ain't we? hah

Yuxuan + Yuxuan

Fang's at kota tinggi now.. camping. aww.. miss her so much.

but she'll be back on thursday! :D

2008-05-23T23:47:00.006+08:00

i shall now... update a post. It's been..... nearly a week? since i last update my blog. This week was somehow i think the most w-o-n-d-e-r-f-u-l week since school starts, really gorgeous one. You know why? cos within the 5 days... i had 3 days of holiday, 1 day of 2 hours lesson, another of 3hours sch. Reason is... we had passed all our tiring the last week.. yeah, finally! So, this week was sorta a joint critique/presentation week on thursday. How nice it is... thought we gonna get some sort of real serious presentation to do, but phew... it is not as scary as i thought it was, just a normal chit chatting with the two nice and kind-hearted lecturer. But one scary thing is they asked me how i did one of my assignment, mini me, which i don't even know... i just did it without a thought..was too lazy to think why i did this shape, decor and stuff, but i managed to utter some rubbish which makes no sense. But overall, it's quite okay. (:
went to see the doctor for awhile, get the medicine and went to lib.

a lovely meeting with fang and san after that, jo cant make it cause of her cca, but we gonna meet on saturday too (: So had lunch with them then studied at library for awhile then headed to swensens to meet xihua. Ate icecream, sticky chewy chocolate icecream. *lovelies*

friday.. went out with sis. It's been ages since i last went shopping with her. It's really very nice going out with her. I always felt so comfortable going out with her as i could talk anything i want.. talk without thinking much.. chat about all my worries and troubles.. laugh our hearts out with all those lame jokes and crappings.

This wonderful relaxing week is making me restless.. i don't know why. Gosh.. i'm now getting more and more like a workaholic, i just can't stay still doing nothing at home. Feel so sinful when i slacked around doing almost nothing which i wouldn't feel like this before.

2008-05-15T18:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 17TH TO MY DEAR SHUXIAN (BOYFRIEND)!

happy birthday to you!

happy birthday to you!

happy birthday to shuxian!

happy birthday to you!!

loves !

2008-05-14T23:15:00.002+08:00

i'm sooooo dead. So stressed up with my piles of homework now. There's like 5 BIG assignment to finish by friday.. i think i'll just have two sleepless nights so as to complete it.
Gosh.... i'm real stressed up!!! someone help me please :(

2008-05-13T16:07:00.009+08:00

so i dint go sch today..

anyway, these few days there's problem with my stomach..kept having gastric and stomach pain on and off. i dunno why.. maybe because i don't have the appetite to eat, skipping meals here and there.. =/

On friday went to celebrate me and shuxian's birthday with the choir cliques( Ruiling, Liuying, Karmin and Wendy) Thanks to san, i not i wouldn't be able to find the place.

Special thanks to them for celebrating my birthday with me (:

i miss ber and the girls

i miss amanda

she changed...did she know that?

2008-05-11T18:20:00.004+08:00

So she doesn't remembers my birthday till 3 days after my birthday.

yupp, felt quite disappointed.

so i'm consoling myself by saying to myself , " she's busy... she's busy with her school stuffs..her tests, homework and everything. "

gosh, but i'm really really v disappointed.

Others who's ain't as close still remembers my birthday..but she doesn't. :(

But Special Thanks to SHUXIAN, RUILING, KARMIN, WENDY, LIUYING!

thanks for celebrating my birthday with me. Really sweet of you guys!

thanks dajie, ahma and ahgong for the rose and card. (: i love handmade things the most! :D

so i'll update what we did next time yea! (:

2008-05-09T23:52:00.008+08:00

San,Fang,Jo and Xuan! (:

haha, grabbed this from san's blog.

This is taken during my birthday celebration near the stairs outside my house :D

Celebrations with Family (:

Sisters!

Presents from the girls:

The choir cliques :

thanks! i love hand made things :D

2008-05-07T22:37:00.007+08:00

So it's my special day today... so i don't intend to touch any of my homework though it's due tmr. I'm just too lazy to do anything on my special day..

Birthday is a special day, a day whereby you could know how important you are to your friends. A day whereby you could gather together with your love ones and celebrate this particular day. This made this day a special day. 7th may is my special day..

anyway,

i wanna thanks :

Those who smsed me right on the dot (12am) wishing me happy birthday.. really very sweet of you!
Those who remembers my birthday and wished me (:
Those who gave me presents (:

Special thanks to JO, SAN and FANG!

So i'm really very very touched for what they did for me, almost cried (though i didn't show out.. haha) They came all the way down to my house, with a cake along to celebrate my birthday with me. Thought they wouldn't be celebrating my birthday today, but they did. Really very sweet of them! They really surprised me when they came all the way down, really felt very touched. I wouldn't forget this particular day, really. They have homeworks piling up for them to complete, yet they still make a trip down to my house to celebrate my birthday with me... really feel like crying. I'm really glad that i've them. With them with me, i believe everlasting friendship do exist. They are friends that i treasured so much.

to them : thanks for everything ! thanks for the lovely presents tooo!! really appreciated it!

Special thanks to BER too!

So she sent me a msg to wish me happy birthday.

to her : Felt so touched cos you still remembers my birthday though you're busy in aus now. It's okay that you can't celebrate my birthday with me, i'm really glad that you remembers my birthday. Miss you so much! Anyway, just remember, we'll always mentally be there for you! (: All the best! and also, must really take good care of yourself kays! love ya lots!

Special thanks to Shuxian and Fang for being the first to wish me happy birthday! :D

so after i celebrated my birthday with the girls. I celebrated my birthday with my family. :D

I'm glad that i have a nice happy family!

I'm glad that i have friends who is always being there for me!

gonna celebrate my birthday with the choir peeps on friday and saturday! Nice! i'm so looking forward to it!

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Anyway, though today's my special day, i still went for the guitarist club interview. Omg, it's my first time ever being so brave.. haha. Okay, so the interview was 5 by 5, means each time there will be five people going in for interview. So i was the first group. They asked some questions and made us play some melody using the guitar one by one, so i told them i have to see scores before i can play cos i dun usually memorise the songs i played. This wasn't the most scary part. After all the question is being asked. They ask me to stay back and sang a song for them, any songs. Ahhh... i hesitated for super duper long before i started singing. I can't imagine i'm gonna sing to a whole bunch of strangers, there's like 5 of them. Gosh, my heart was beating super fast. =/ i dint even sung before infront of my friends. AHH! i shouldn't have written i'm from the choir!! So finally it's over, thought i wouldn't get in to this cca cos i wasn't playing very well.

But guess wad??! They just called me today that i'm in for this cca! woo~~

Maybe because today's my special day, that's why i'm lucky!

2008-05-06T00:59:00.002+08:00

ohgod, i can't mix into my class people. =/ feel so alone.
maybe because i mix more with o1 people. hope this wouldn't last too long, hope i can know my class people more. They are nice people actually.

2008-05-04T23:46:00.004+08:00

hehehe. gonna meet up my choir friends sooonnn!! i'm just so looking forward to it. It's been so long since we really gathered together. so it's time to get us back together yea!

anyway, thanks ruiling (: really sweet that you still rmbs and tries to come out with plans. hehe. i love you!
for karmin and liuying, it's okay for not remembering the dates! i still love you guys! cos i know you all are busy yea!
Shuxian! i'm sooooo looking forward to it yeaa!

2008-05-04T23:43:00.003+08:00

gosh, there's school tmr.. ahh.. i'm tired... really tired.. but i still have to burn midnight oil today. Again, i can't finish my homework =/ there's too much, it's like almost everyone in the course is burning midnight oil almost everyday.

keep telling myself not to complain so much, but the homework is just kept coming and coming.. seems like there's no ending at all.

nvm, i'll just try my best yea! :D

2008-05-04T01:35:00.003+08:00

I found out something... something i wouldn't want to know...
Agreed with wad bishan wrote on the blog.. some people can be cunning but you wouldn't know unless you found out something.
So don't judge people by his/her cover.

though i'm a lil upset..but afterall, she's still my friend.

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anyway, went watching movie with jo, san, vanessa, boon, aun, zhanrui, kimkiat, kim young. :D
nice movie yea! :D It's great watching with them :D

2008-05-03T00:59:00.006+08:00

my laptop new outlook :D

haha. so the laptop skin have arrived.

a facts for you :

how heavy is hello kitty?

answer: 5 shiny apples

how heavy is hello kitty ?

answer: 3 shiny apples

that's wad i get from kelly's lecture. hahas :D

2008-05-02T00:50:00.005+08:00

i'm crazy... yes, i'm crazy.

i barely slept for 3 hours a day. And worst of all, i slept for just barely an hour on tuesday night, from 5am to 6am because of my piles and piles of homeworks. .

Yet, i went to take up 3 cca.

haha! yea... i'm crazy cos stress is making me mad now.

so wad did i take up uh? i joined pool, skating and guitarist club. hhaah! sounds fun????

ohya, i went bugis today. hahas. funny thing happen on our way there.

there's this cute chubby boy, approximately 2 years old board the train with his family. Omg, he's super duper cute lah! So his dad was asking him to hold on to the pole, but of course he dint. He was walking ard, looking everywhere with curiosity. Omg, with his innocent eyes looking at me, i smiled at him. (: So i kept smiling at him. He's sooooo cute. He hold on to my index finger and pulled me, so i followed him while he was walking to his mum. hahas :DSo his sister laughed and asked:' why you pull jie jie here ?' he dint answer, he just kept looking at me. haha! So when he alight, he kept on waved goodbye to me till the train leaves. hahas. Aww... so cute!

i miss ber.

i miss fang,san,jo.

i miss 4e3.

i miss choir peeps.

i miss amanda :(

i miss... my secondary school life

2008-04-29T00:20:00.002+08:00

wasn't in a good mood today because was having stomachache the whole day. While i'm writing this, i was still have this terrible stomach ache plus a lil feverish. gosh, if it doesn't cure by tmr. i'll just have to stay at home and rest.

sry bishan, yuxuan and xiangling if i wasn't talking much today.

2008-04-27T23:39:00.004+08:00

Omg!! I just finished my whole big pile of homeworks!!!! It's like so early now.. okay... 11plus isn't early time for most of the people.. but for me...super early. Miraculously, i have finished my homework.. GOSHHH!!! i cant believe it.

so mum and sis praise me for being so hardworking today, it's like the first time ever. To them, i'm always a slacker. haha. Tell you... it's my first time being so so hardworking, not even my o's period can beat this. I sat down and do my homework non stop for like ard 9 hours. Of course i did went toilet and stuff. hahas. I felt a sense of accomplishment. woo~

anyway, usual meetings with fang and san for dinner. (:

anyway, school was super duper busy. I'm starting to be scare of drawing. gosh.. i hope i won't. That's my passion okay..

so. think i wouldn't be updating the blog so often.

and i was wondering whether i should close down the blog

oh and ya. almost forget..

to bishan : so becareful tmr..i'm warning you... i'll take your picture and post it big big on blog. HAHAHAHAHA! and let's unite tgt to take pics of xiangling, the shy girl.

thanks fang (:

2008-04-24T00:28:00.005+08:00

yipppeeeee!

Sis is moving back home, so i won't be feeling so lonely now(:

ber, i'm missing you so so so so so MUCH! :(

2008-04-22T18:40:00.024+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to

DEAREST SIS! :D

Gosh, it's so tiring. so these few days for me was just mugging and mugging and mugging on my homework. But i did have some rest time for entertainment. So played Nintendo wii with sis and i'm kinda addicted to it. hahah. Oh well, and i went bugis with sis for shopping after my school yesterday.

i found out something that i wouldn't want to, it made me feel so being left out . :(