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Tuesday, 29 January 2008

On Monday :
Intended to get back my art coursework, but when i sms-ed my teacher, he told me to go back to school on tuesday. So meet up with fang and san for lunch, and caught a movie with san, fang and jo. On word to say about the movie, the house, is : BORING. hahas. okay larh, maybe is because i dun really understand wad the whole show is about. But people, heed my advice, dun watch that show. hahas.
Oh well, i went tp with san and jo. As for me, i felt that tp is quite a fine school larh. The only thing i dun like about the school is, it's too far from my home. The bus journey is soooo long, 1h30mins. =/ Think if i'm studying there, i'll ended up skipping lesson almost everyday. hahas.

On tuesday:
Went school to get back my art coursework. In the end, when i reached school, mr tan went home already. Hai... gotta go school on thursday again=/

Monday, 28 January 2008

Submitted my JAE (:

Saturday, 26 January 2008

Think about choosing JC or poly is really a big headache to me =/
I love my mum, she comforted me and chatted with me the whole night till like 2am plus. Aww.. she's so sweet. And she gave me different suggestions. I was thinking most probably i'm going to poly, cos she said even if after that three years of poly, i cant get into local Uni, she will send me overseas no matter how much it cost.
i love my mum.
She's the only one who is there for me throughout when i'm really stressed up on where to go. She told me not to think of something that has not happen, cos i was worrying so much.
but 12 choices is just too much, i dun have so much courses that i'm interested in.
ohya, gonna go sch alone on monday to get my artcoursework back, hope i can bring all the things back on my own=/ hope so.

Friday, 25 January 2008

i have this urge of doing something real crazy, and i know i'm gonna be regreting after that.
Wad's the crazy thing, is to retake my whole o's again. yea, it may sounds crazy cos i dint score that bad. But i wasn't satisfied with my results. I just dunno, really really feel like retaking. You may really think i'm stupid to do that. =/ But.. i dunno.

And thanks to my dearest jewel, ahma(km), berber and loren for encouraging me and giving me some opinion. If not, think i'll be real crazy deciding which courses to go. =/
Ahh.. but i really feel like retaking my o's!!! though the courses i wanted, i can go, but i really just wasn't satisfied with my results =/
I'm feeling real confused now, ahhh... i really need somemore to like tell me wad to do!
And really thanks to karmin for listening to all my grumblings and worries today, i just needed someone there that moment, and you are there for me. really thanks to you. (:

i'm real stress now, really need someone to comfort me. =/

Sunday, 20 January 2008

Having to think of tmr's a working day again, a day of boredom and tiresome, a day off seems so appealing. Doing the same-old tedious repetition for the whole day was simply making me feel so lethargic. Though it's not exactly really v tedious, but it's not like real fun job that you're working whole day without feeling tired. And wad's more, waking up earlier than the sun, with the sky so dark and cool gust of so-called morning wind blowing, makes be feel like curling inside my cosy-little bed and continues my sweet sweet dreams. For the first week of work, i never had to tried so hard waking up, but when the time goes, i simply had to drag my feet off the bed everytime when alarm rings. My eyebags seem so heavy that i had to force it open. But wad's good when you work is time flies so fast, it's like a blink of an eye, and i had been working for like two weeks plus already.
Time really flies pass so fast, it seems just like o's have just ended few days ago, but it's not, i had my holidays for 2months or so already. Omg, it's fast. And guess wad, since today then i realized that i have waste my two full months lazing around doing almost nothing, ahhh.. that's dreadful. But it's okay, at least i did work abit. (: Plus of course doing some painting.
Anyway, i'm going to get my pay probably by tmr! Wooo~ that's good, this means i have money now! (:

Saturday, 19 January 2008

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG !!!!
I SAW SHE SHI MAN, KEVIN TAN, OUYANG ZHEN HUA, WANG XI AND ANOTHER HONGKONG ACTRESS(forget the name) IN CAUSEWAY POINT!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!
DAMN EXCITED NOW LARH! LOVE SHE SHI MAN LARH, SHE'S SO CUTE AND PRETTY!!!!

lucky me, fang, san and loren lorh!!!!! luckily we meet up today!! WOOO~~~

A tiring week had just gone by. Sad to say, i did nothing except working at the same old place, doing the same old thing. Boring. =/ So i intended to do some painting this weekend, so wad i did today was some drawings. *lovelies* it's been so long since i last touched my art thingys.

Anyway, *screammmmmms* we gonna be taking our results by this weekkkkk!!!! Scarrryyyyyy. i hope i'll jump by this week and not taking my result foreverrrrrr, cos i don't realy think i'll do well. =/ really super worried now. The only thing to make me calm down was doing some drawing and painting. ahhhh.. someone please just calm me down!!

why don't people choose to have more friends than foes? isn't be friends better than be foes.

Saturday, 12 January 2008

Wad i did these few days is just working and working and working. boring isn't it uh? Yea, i should say it's an easy job, cos it requires :

no brain-y for thinking
no entertaining of impolite customer
no wearing of smile when you doesn't feel smiling
no exhausting of strength

yea can see right? it's quite an easy job huh? BUT is real real- bored i tell you। Imagine doing the same thing for like the whole of eight and the half hour. It goes like this: peel, paste and cut. Then again, peel, paste and cut. Then again, peel, paste and cut. So it goes on and on till you knocked off. And wad's more amazing is that loren, me and co. had been doing these for like 6 days and we were all bored to death. Imagine those who had been working there for like 3 years or so? I think they are robots alr , maybe like wad loren said: zombie. So guess wad, i took up this job just because it's easy, quite good pay, and most importantly, it's NEAR and there's shuttle bus picking us up and sending us back. I dun even have to pay for my bus fare. That's good right huh? aiya, working for 6 days, i'm quite used to the boredom there. Anyway, i'm someone who can stop talking for 1 whole day and wont feel any difference. So i'm quite okay with that job so far larh. (: Anyway, earning money isn't easy wad, like this lil boredom, who cares =/

but.. aww.. loren, weijie, qiuying and claire was arranged to do something new today. Left me and yiling doing the same old thing. =/ sad larh. hope next week will be something new (:

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ohya, there's something interesting made by me and my dear ahgong, liuying on our way back from the school orientation on friday.

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so here comes my update on my holiday trip. Though i've been there for like countless of times. But a lovely trip with family is something more than enjoying right? no matter where's the destination or how many days, be it somewhere near? like sentosa. You will still have so much fun sticking with your family. So going on holiday with mum and sis, whom i can talk to without much thinking, whom i could say or do all i want, and talk about everything on earth and do all kinds of crazy stuffs, is something i've been wishing for during the whole of this year. So this wish came true right? *lovelies* though it's jsut two days trip. so think i won't be elaborating more on wad we did there, cos it's like we did alot of things during just the two days. Amazing huh?

So i'll just post some pictures.

first day :

reached at 2 in the afternoon.

the indoor:

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anyway, meet the girls today for dinner (: * lovelies * haven't been meeting them for like two weeks or so?

anyway, we crapped alot while eating our dinner, laughing and laughing non-stop. ahhas.

fang's so crazy today, keep on laughing and laughing. ohya, san too. haahaha

kidding.

okay. i'll end here.

bye.

Thursday, 10 January 2008

i'm too busy with my work these few days
Working's so tiring.. That's why i dun even wanna put my finger on the computer and write a whole chunk of 'essays' about my past few days' happening. Awww...Now sleep is more important to me =/
Anyway, the people there (i mean those of our age) are nice people (:
Made new friends named Weijie, Yiling, Qiuying (:

okay. end here.
Think i'll update my blog during the weekend then.
bye.
till then, take care all(:

Thursday, 3 January 2008

A trip to school for choir is something i have been wishing for long. So yesterday, i headed school for choir. Feeling a lil excited yet hmm... curious ? The excitement is because of the feeling of stepping in to the choir after such a long break, about 9 months or so? That's long isn't it? The curiousness is maybe because of the wondering of how the choir's doing now.
So before i headed to school, went passing fang her christmas present to her house. Walking along the usual home-route when i was still schooling, the flash-back of memories, be it walking home alone or with friends, makes me missed the school so much. Many graduates would felt this way i guess? When we were still schooling in that particular school, we wouldn't felt that much right?
Reached school at 3pm. By then, the choir girls are practicing for the orientation. Chatted with Karmin, Wendy and Ruiying before the choir resumed back to their practice, it's been sooo long since we saw each other, so kinda missed them. We sat down and hear how they sing, felt a lil disappointed. But come to think of it, it's because of the long holiday break so it's normal that their voice would rust a lil, or maybe there's too lil people now? I don't know. And, i doesn't want to think of the bad side. Okay, just hope they would perform for the orientation. kambateh choir! (: Anyway, the song is nice (:
Anyway, job changed to friday instead, so i can say i have one more day of freedom or one more slacking day? hahahaha. So i just have to work one day this week before i go for holiday (: Hope dad could come with us for holiday, too bad he's working =/ So only mum, my sec sis and me going together. Woo~ i'm soo soo excited. okay, it's not as if i haven't been there before, but it's been quite some time since i've been for holiday. About one year or so? that's long isn't it? so it doesn't really matters where i'm going to or how long is it. (: Relaxing and fun is more important! =D

end here.
bye.
anyway, san, jo, ber and loren, your present is ready! i passed fang hers alr. (:

Tuesday, 1 January 2008

Yesterday marks the last day of 2007, and also my last day in the Secondary School years. There's lotsa people that i wanna thanks for putting a good mark in my memories for 2007.
Thanks to those:

who had been there for me whenever i'm down.
who had been helping me throughout the years.
who treated me well.
who cared for me.
who had been with me through the different ups and downs.

Special thanks to:

Amanda (:

Love the times we spent together, though it isn't alot but i remembered every single meeting we had together. Love the times we spent our day chatting about lotsa stuff we hadn't been chatting for a long time. Thanks for being my childhood pal and of course, best friend (: Thanks for always giving me encouragement and confidence. Thanks for always being there for me when i needed so much help. Love you lots! (:

five independent girls (Bernie, HweeSan, Joanne, Loren, Xifang)

Same here, love the times we spent together. When the six of us gets together, it will have non-stop fun and laughter. Thanks for being there for me no matter what. Though we haven't been together for long, but i believe that the coming years, we'll still be as good, or even better (: Thanks for always keeping an eye of me, ensuring i wasn't being left out. Thanks for going through the ups and downs with me. Though we wouldn't be meeting that often in the coming years cos we might all be in different schools, we will still keep in contact right? (: We'll be great friend forever! I would never regret knowing you all (:

Choir Cliques (Ruiling, Wendy, Liuying, Karmin, Shuxian)

Love the times we spent together as well. I miss those days we are still in the choir; miss those days we walked home together after choir. When we get together, we'll have lotsa laughter, it's something i miss so much. Though we always shooting each other (jokingly..hahs), we will always have lotsa fun playing together. Hope these days will be back same again. Love those day we went through all those ups and downs during the SYF. You all had made me change into a more outspoken person. Thanks to you.

my Art Besties (Huiaun, Carolyn, Khalidah, Khalilah, Singning)

You all had made me like art lesson more. Because of you all, art lesson to me now is something memorable. I miss those days, we spent most of our time together so as to complete our coursework within the limited time. If not because you all, i wouldn't have enjoyed my art lesson so much. I was panicking while doing my art coursework , and had all those sleepless nights, but i felt much more comforting with you all being there with me. thanks to you.

my Class

I love my class, love my class soo much. It's the best class i had throughout my secondary school years. 4e3 to me, it's the best (: We had been through really lotsa ups and downs throughout the 2 years. Lotsa laughter and fun together, especially the chalet (: All the stressful days we had before our O's was indeed tough yet memorable. hope we will all keep in contact in the coming years, be it 10 years or even 50 years later. Miss you all so much..

Wrss Choir

" Play to win! " remember? That's our logo or shall i say our motivational words. I still remember those days we had spent most of our time together for the preparation of the SYF together. Though it's tough yet it's rather memorable right? The tears of joy we had when the result release and the tears of despair when we just can't get it right is something worth remembering. And, the days we tried encouraging and motivated each other not to give up when we are all despaired. It has binds us together and made our friendship even more closer. From the day we doesn't know anyone in the choir, to a day where we are so close together, it takes quite a while, but it's something i treasured so much. Great memories marks by all the Choir members. Thanks to you. Also, Special thanks to Miss Grace, Miss Wong and Miss Christina.

all my teachers

Thanks to the teachers, of course. Teachers had played an important role in my life. They seen me change; made me change into someone better. Without teachers, school wouldn't be school already. Thanks for their patience and caring for me. Special thanks to Miss lim, Mdm chong, Mr Bruce, Miss You, Mr Tan, Miss Wong (:

I shall now list down all my wishes:

Of course, firstly is to get a good O's cert.
Dad would talk more..hahas.
Going overseas with friends.
Misunderstandings would all be resolved.
Happiness.
Peace.
and good LUCKS (:
The phobia i had will all be gone.
Better relationship with Big sis.
Get into school of my wish.
No fall outs with friends.

Now's the resolution:

Even more outspoken.
Less sensitive.
Dare to say out when i'm unhappy.
Not to bottle everything to myself.
Go hongkong for holidays.
Be more hardworking
Sleep less =/ i hope so. hah
Be a better person.
Be there for my friends.

end here.

hope everyone will have a great year ahead (: