It's approximately 2.30am now, but i've yet to be in bed.i dunno why...
maybe was feeling pretty stressed up with the upcoming big assignments and other stuffs.
Was tossing and turning in bed the whole of friday night, can't manage to doze off.
i'm feeling so empty and insecure today, felt like crying even though i don't exactly know why, nothing seems to be right.
Felt so lethargic to do anything, yet feel so ____ (dunno how to describe) if i slacked and did nothing.
Almost felt like releasing my stress by shouting as loud as i can.



Thanks to my mum, really thanks to her.
She's the one being there when i'm feeling so low.
She brought me to starbucks, had some coffee and a lil chat, just to cheer me up.
Though was still feeling rather down now, but really felt much better after chatting with her.


okay, i'll stop here
feel like crying alr.
someone help me please.




sometimes i'm wondering if i'm not treating people well enough that made people leaving me all alone when they had somebody accompanying her, when i tried so hard to treat her well and be there whenever she needs me.

oh gosh, i'm so unlucky today.. just went bathing... and guess wad? my spec was broken without me knowing why.... incredibly weird.
and now... i cant even go to school tmr cos i cant see properly, just those blur images.
you must be wondering why i could still updating my blog.. right now, my head was sticking right infront of the screen, straining my poor eyes. really having a hard time typing these.
ahhh.. now i cant do anything... not even my homework!!!
gosh!!!
next time i should make one spare one in case such things would happen again..
and thanks shuxian for accompanying to make new specs tmr... so sweet of you, my dear boyfriend! :D
if not, i think i wouldn't be able to make it there i guess, cos i can't really see a thing properly, not even the traffic lights.

So these are the three photos i edited. i know it doesn't look good. but i'm just a first timer. haha
Celebrated ber's birthday on 4th july, one day after her birthday.
here are some of the photo taken.




i miss the girls.

So ber left yesterday, gonna miss her so much :(
So she called on me on friday night, was chatting with her and helping her to check whether had she brought everything she needed to bring.. was sort of 'begging' her to tell me the flight time, but i understand why she doesnt want to tell me. Nevermind, time flies in a blink of an eye, we gonna meet again real soon. (:

So ber, stay strong and take care kay! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SANNY! (:


love you lots! (: