It's approximately 2.30am now, but i've yet to be in bed.i dunno why...
maybe was feeling pretty stressed up with the upcoming big assignments and other stuffs.
Was tossing and turning in bed the whole of friday night, can't manage to doze off.
i'm feeling so empty and insecure today, felt like crying even though i don't exactly know why, nothing seems to be right.
Felt so lethargic to do anything, yet feel so ____ (dunno how to describe) if i slacked and did nothing.
Almost felt like releasing my stress by shouting as loud as i can.



Thanks to my mum, really thanks to her.
She's the one being there when i'm feeling so low.
She brought me to starbucks, had some coffee and a lil chat, just to cheer me up.
Though was still feeling rather down now, but really felt much better after chatting with her.


okay, i'll stop here
feel like crying alr.
someone help me please.




sometimes i'm wondering if i'm not treating people well enough that made people leaving me all alone when they had somebody accompanying her, when i tried so hard to treat her well and be there whenever she needs me.