try hard not to drop a tear and even look sad in front of mum, or look as if i don't care.
I hope what i heard wasn't real..i'm just dreaming..
or it's just a misunderstanding.
hate this feeling.
hate it so much..
Was sitting on the bus pondering and pondering today.
Wondering what had happened.
Passed my stop and i dint alight.
Sat one big round before i alight and get back home.
______ aint in my dictionary now.
i'm just pretending to be happy.
to make myself happier.
